Life is about change.
Sometimes it's painful,
sometimes it's beautiful,
but most of the time, it's both . . .
These last couple of weeks have been more pain to me than anything else.
Yes, there have been exciting things happening and I am grateful!
But to give up EVERYTHING you own, even your own bed, possibly your loving kittys? I have no idea how the early apostles did it.
Dropped everything, left their families to follow Him.
I have a peace in my heart and know it will be worth it . . . but I am still sad.
I am tired of crying, I am tired of everything right now and just want some rest.
In an hour or so, the glass will be half full again, but until then I am sad!
Sometimes it's painful,
sometimes it's beautiful,
but most of the time, it's both . . .
These last couple of weeks have been more pain to me than anything else.
Yes, there have been exciting things happening and I am grateful!
But to give up EVERYTHING you own, even your own bed, possibly your loving kittys? I have no idea how the early apostles did it.
Dropped everything, left their families to follow Him.
I have a peace in my heart and know it will be worth it . . . but I am still sad.
I am tired of crying, I am tired of everything right now and just want some rest.
In an hour or so, the glass will be half full again, but until then I am sad!